Uhhh........

I really don't even know what to say. It's been day's since I've posted and so much has been going on. Ok not really all that much, just packing, having yard sales, trying to get rid of shit that we don't need and again just getting everything packed. I love to move to new places and start all over again. I just, however, hate the packing and moving part. It SUCKS!!  You would think with as much as I've done it in my life I would learn how to be better at it and to not keep so much uselss, needless shit, but as lass, I do keep it and I'm not any better at it. So of course, it's yard sale this weekend along with packing our ass's off. Then next weekend (Memorial Day Weekend) it'll be a mad dash to get it all finished up. 


Still trying to find a place up in Washington. It's hard to look from down here, though our friends are doing an awesome job looking for us. Only problem is money. They've found some pretty good places for decent prices, but everyone wants first/last/deposit plus usually an additional deposit for Skeeter. That REALLY starts to add up at $700 for each thing!!  I really don't know what we're gonna do. We'll figure it out of course, but now I'm starting to stress & worry about that. I really don't want to have to settle for a small place just to get into some place & cuz it's cheap, but it may be what ends up happening. Guess only time will tell.


My weight has been up and down. Fortunately this last Thursday it was down so that made me feel better. The other cool thing is that when it's been up lately, it's not been up drastically. More like .4 .6 or .8 which I can handle. Especially since I was down 1.2 on Thursday!!


Well I should get headed for home and help my hunny with the yard sale & of course do more of the packing thing. If anyone happens to stumble across the packing/moving fairly grab her ass and make her come to my house!!!  LOL!!

Moving......

Yes you read that right, I'm (we're) moving!!  If for some odd reason you've been stuck under a rock or something for the last week and haven't seen my Facebook posts......I'm (we're) moving to Washington!!  WooHoo!!  I'm so excited!  I've been wanting out of the area I live in for a while,  but just couldn't seem to figure out how to get it done. Then a job happened to fall in my lap and well I couldn't pass it up!!  :)  June 1st will be my last day at Jack's. Then the morning (very early morning) of the 2nd we will be on the road to Port Angeles Washington baby!! Time to start a new adventure with a great man by my side. The same man who also gave me a promise ring for my birthday...YAY!!   He is so good to me and I love him so much :)


Not much else going on in my world right now. Just packing for the move. Stressing about the move. Stressing about money for the move. Etc, etc, etc......  Which, I hate to say, is also effecting my eating. I weighed in on Monday and had gone up .8 lbs. Not bad, but not great. Now the problem is we're trying to eat as much of the food we already have in the house over the next few weeks so we don't have to get rid of some much. What does that mean for me eating healthy??  Means I WON'T be eating healthy. Well at least not as healthy as I'd like. I can still pick and choose what I eat, but there may not always be good things to pick from. I'm hoping that from all the packing and moving that that'll help me keep some of the weight off. Also I'm drinking water like it's going out of style! I do think that once I get to Washington, get started in my job and get settled I'm going to check in joining Weight Watchers. I've talked to a lot of people who really like it and says it's done wonders for them. I figure what have I got to lose!


I do wish I could find some damn motivation though. I don't know where mine has gone, but it's not here with me anymore. I go home after work and all I want to do is eat a little dinner, watch a little TV and then go to bed. Not a great combination when your trying to lose weight and when you've got a house to pack. Oh well, sooner or later it'll come back. Just hoping it's sooner rather than later.


Hope everyone is well. Gonna miss everyone here in Idaho, but so looking forward to reconnecting with everyone in Washington :)

Well damn.......

What was an awesome amazing weekend led into a crappy Monday morning. Though I'm guessing my awesome amazing weekend is why I had a crappy Monday morning. This morning was weight in for me and it wasn't good. I gained back 2 of the 3.2 lbs I had lost last Thursday. I know I can sit here and make excuse's because it was my birthday and I drank a lot and I didn't eat well at all. Rather than make excuses and say it could have been worse (which it could have) I'm gonna say, I screwed up. It's totally my fault. It WAS my birthday and I went out and had an amazing time. I drank what I wanted and pretty much ate what I wanted all weekend long. I would like to say though that most time's I was trying to think far enough ahead that I tried to eat better other times. Like Saturday morning and Sunday morning. I new Saturday night I wouldn't eat well so I had a good breakfast. Same for Sunday, I knew I had eaten crap Saturday night so I had no carb's till Sunday night at dinner. All in all though I did this and I've got to own up to it. 


So my goal for this week is to have those 2 plus plus at least 1 more gone by my Thursday weigh in. I know I can do this. I've just got to put my mind to it and do it!!!


Back to my birthday though.......IT WAS AWESOME!!  I had an amazing time!!  My hunny got me a purse for my birthday as well as gave me a promise ring. I love him so much!! :)  We went blacklight bowling (Spectra bowling), went and got my free beer from Boo (Brannen's sis that works a bar some evenings) and ended the night at a local hang-out in Twin. There wasn't a lot of us, 6 in all, but we had a great time. Those 5 people made my birthday an awesome night for me and I'll never forget that or them. I love you guys!!!  :)


Now back to the real world of work and life....LOL!!  Got some major changes coming up soon. Keep checking back as I'll post details soon.


Later!!