Happy 30th Birthday little brother!!!
I wonder how we would have celebrated this day for you. Would you be married with kids? Would we have a big family celebration, or would you still be single & we'd go party? So much unanswered, so much unknown.
Today will always be your day in my eyes, but there may be more births on this day. Brannen's little sister quite possibly could have her twin boys today. I wonder if you're the one doing it? To bring some happiness to the day. Though there is always happiness in the this day. Even in all the sadness of you not being here, there is still the happiness that today was the day you came into our lives. Even if just for the short time you were here.
I just hope she can wait until we get there. Though we all know babies come when their ready :) LOL!! And yes, I'm still being selfish with today, and am going to get my hair done. Even going to have some funky color added to it today, just for you ;) LOL! And I know that may make me a horrible person for not putting Shaylee, and the twins before myself. But today I just can't help it. I need this..... Shaylee says she understands, and I hope she really does. She truly is the little sister I (we) never had. I want to be there for her, and I will be. Just hope it's in time.
It appears you've even given me a beautiful day to enjoy today. Thank you for that. I've really needed it! Well little brother, I'm sure everyone is tired of hearing me go on & on about you. So I should probably bring this post to an end.
You are forever in my thoughts. Forever in my heart. Forever my little brother.
I loved you then......I love you know.....I love you always <3
Happy Birthday baby brother, happy birthday........
