Friday, June 29, 2012

Well Crap........

215.2.........that's my number for today. I'm up a little over a pound. Yes it could be worse, but it sure as hell could have been a lot better!! I know what part of the problem was. We had pizza last night, which for the most part was fine, but it was the brownie I had for dessert at 9pm last night that's not doing me any favors. Oh well.......live & learn I guess. Tomorrow is a new day!

I do know though that I've got to find some motivation from somewhere to start exercising. I'm getting married sometime next year, and I refuse to be a "fat" bride again. I want to beable to wear something really cute! Am I ever gonna be super skinny?? No! Am I ok with that? Hell yes!! I don't want to be super skinny....blak! I just want to be thinner. Like where I was shortly after my divorce. I felt good & I looked pretty good. I could shop for normal size clothes in regular stores, and actually get some cute things. I'm not doing the normal wedding dress this time. I asked Brannen if he wanted/needed to see me in that at our wedding, and he said no. Said as long as I was there to marry him he didn't care what I wore :)  Isn't he the greatest!! Anyways, so I just wanna find something really cute to wear. Kinda country, but kinda beachy. Yes I know......those 2 don't really go together. Well I'm gonna make them go together!!  LOL!!

Well Shawna has started fussing so I'm gonna cut this short. If anyone has any good ways to get yourself motivated to even just get out for a walk, PLEASE I am all ears!! :)  Happy Friday y'all!

2 comments:

  1. You will do this my Baby. Once you get it in your head you usually don't stop. I am here for ya, even though I am 650 miles away. I wish I had the gumption to do the exercising thing. I do have the gumption my body just won't let me. But I will have to figure out something. Cuz I always feel better when I do. Love you Baby Girl! :-*

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  2. Thanks Mom :) I know I can do it. I've just gotta get my head wrapped around it & get it figured out. As for you.....you need to try water workouts. A lot easier on your joints. Check to see if Eagle has a city pool. Or where the closest YMCA is that has a pool. I really think it would be good for you :) Love you Mom!!!

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