I didn't get a chance to post last week so I'm covering that, and today's weigh in. Last week was really good! Wednesday I was up to 215.6, and by Saturday I was back down to 215.2!! Yay!! So over all I just stayed the same. Now today's weigh in.......not as good. I went up exactly 1 pound! 216.2........least it's not more! I'm honestly not surprised at all. I had my visitor all last week, and I swear to God you'd have thought my throat had been seperated from my stomach. I COULD NOT stop eating!! It's finally passed though, and I'm starting to get my eating back to normal. Hoping that by Friday I can get that pound back off.
Heading for Idaho this weekend. SO excited first off to get away for the weekend & just to be home.....I miss my home. Second, for our families to finally meet Shawna :) The trip down itself should be a little interesting, but fingers crossed it goes well. We'll be going down Friday night after work, so I'm hoping Shawna sleeps through most of it. The trip back on the other hand will be during the day. We'll make do though.
Kind of in a funk tonight. Not 100% sure why. I know some of it, but not sure what else has got me. Anymore I feel like I'm always just sitting here by myself. Brannen works his ass off, and needs/deserves all the sleep he can get. I just miss having him, or anyone, to talk to at night when I'm not tired, and ready for bed when he is. It's not just the nights either. Most days I find myself feeling lonely, and wishing for someone to talk to, or do something with. Of course Shawna does her best to keep me company, and talk to me, but well there's only so much a 2 month old can do to help out ;) lol!! And it's not like all I do is sit around the house doing nothing. I'm working part-time 3 days a week, and the other 2 days I'm usually on the go, or doing something around the house. I rarely ever just sit here anymore & do nothing. Just no one to do any of it with. Sucks when all your friends are scattered across the U.S. I know I know....I need to just get over myself. Your all probably right.........
Well first of all you just NEED to move home. Then you can be around your Mama! I know, I know, it's not the same as having a friend around. You'll pull through this funk. I know you too well to think you won't. I love you Baby Girl. Shower time!!!! Off I go.
ReplyDeleteOk so we seriously need to coordinate our efforts cuz... DITTO. And well said. I feel exactly the same just with out the visitor.......
ReplyDeleteI am sooooo stressed that my hair is literally falling out of my. So bad that I need to see a specialist for it. Anytime I think about work I just wanna crawl in a ball and cry. I've lost 5 pounds...... Not good. My kiddo and the Bup try to cheer me up but I just find myself engrossed in scheduling and paperwork.... Really busy and REALLY lonely. I live next door to my parents and in the same town as most of my friends but feel pretty secluded. I have a "glass of wine with dinner" every night. I'm on the go but home alone all at the same time so I totally get it. And it does suck......
Seriously...... We need to coordinate our efforts so we're working at the same place and living literally blocks away feeling the same way...... We need to be lonely and grumpy and sad and ..... There's a fly in my wine!!!!! Oh well. Sorry, easily distracted. Anyway, whatcha up to tomorrow??? Late dinner at my house? It's dirty but I'll make crockpot chicken over rice. :)