Why is it usually the people closest to you that seem to hurt your feelings the most?? The sad thing is I'm sure they don't even realize they're doing it. I know I'm just being stupid, and having myself a pity party over here, but well aren't we all entitled to them once in awhile?!
Some days I just feel so removed from the life going on around me. Removed from the friends that are in my life. I feel like people don't want to take the time to find out the person you truly are. They "assume" they know you, and then just go with that. Think that you don't really have that much in common so they don't include you in anything. When really you are probably the best person to understand & who would want to participate.
Guess it really doesn't matter. We make our own happiness, right? I really need to start living by these words. I need to stop letting other peoples decisions, or "ideas" of me affect my life. I have an amazing daughter, and a man who loves me without question.
I guess I just needed to vent these thoughts, and feelings out. Sometimes that helps more than anything, to just get it all out. And I'm sure this post probably doesn't make much sense, but in the end it doesn't have to, other than to me. I don't need validation about how I'm feeling, and I don't need anyone's pity. Again, just needed to get it out of my head.
It happens Baby Girl. And your Mama goes through the same thing sometimes. Just hang in there and remeber those who do love you and do understand. And sides that I love you!!!
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